When a Man (Divine Masculine) Loves a Woman (Divine Feminine)


While I know there is a growing, righteous disdain for religion, too many have missed out on many precious truths because their hate for the church has blinded them to the mysteries contained within Biblical text. Of those records called the Gospels, John is actually the only one I give credence to, because while Matthew, Mark, and Luke are third and fourth hand accounts written nearly 100 years after the life of the Ascended Master, John was an actual initiate of the Christed One, whom was well beloved by the Master.

One of my most beloved occurrences in the life of Jesus is recorded in John 13. It is the account of the Master washing his disciples feet. There are several important points for me in what John writes, especially since he is the only of the Gospel writers who actually was initiated by Jesus, and actually even alive at the same time.

I want to share with you the beautiful picture of love between Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine. As most know, the church is often referred to as the bride of Christ. Though there are many Christs, Jesus is the one referred to in this instance. The disciples of Jesus are representative of his called out ones, thus his bride.

A man who truly loves a woman, is going to walk in the spiritual application of this event towards the woman he loves. As Divine Masculine beings, we are to serve our Divine Feminine reflections in love. It’s beautiful that a God can be fully transparent before the Goddess he truly loves. It’s much deeper than taking our clothes off, but is more about openly bearing your Soul and your I AM presence before her. So many women have developed trust issues from their youth, and I AM committed, as a Divine Masculine and Divine Father, to giving her every reason to put her trust in me.

The artistry of the foot washing cannot fully be realized without understanding the cultural backdrop for this act. It is important to know that foot washing was a task reserved for the lowest of servants in a household. Mainly this is because the feet did not just include the lowest extremities, but the entire lower body. Because most people of the day traveled by walking, in the journey to one’s destination, the feet and legs (symbolizing the root chakra) tended to be very dirty. Thus, upon arrival, the master or mistress of the house would have the lowest servant to wash the feet of the guests.

This is a representation of a spiritual washing. It is cleansing away all the trauma and cycles of pain endured just to reach that point. This is a deep ritual of purification that the Divine Masculine, as the crown, third eye, and throat chakras, performs for the Divine Feminine, symbolizing the solar plexus, sacral, and root chakras. It is, in perspective, Heaven washing Earth.

I challenge each Divine Masculine to humble himself, and wash the feet of his Divine Feminine. Do it physically, but while doing it, take your time, and meditate as you go, embodying the fullness of the Spirit, so that the two can become one flesh at the heart. This is how you love a woman: you equip her to rest in her own I AM presence, free from all the filth the world has heaped upon her. If you are not willing to do this, all other that you do for her is not revealing love to her heart, even if it makes her feel good.

Heaven IN Earth

Heaven in Earth is

My crown powerfully resting upon your root;

My third eye gently massaging your sacral region;

My throat releasing healing seeds into your solar plexus.

Then New Earth is born in our hearts because never again will we just fuck.

Having sex is for mortals.

Every time we make love, we actually create,

Making love in a barren land where only control and manipulation once lived.

That’s Heaven on Earth, and we don’t even have to always get undressed.

Castles or Confinements?

Though I have visited this topic many times over the past few days, allow me the opportunity again to be the I AM that I AM unto you in love. A provider, again, is not merely one who gives some benefit to another. The word provider, which is literally one who makes provision, stems from two Latin roots. The prefix, pro, means before. The base of the word is the Latin visio, which is to see. Thus, a provider is one who sees before.

Of course, there is no point to see before except some action is to be taken concerning that which is seen. There are three important responses to what is foreseen that I, as Divine Father, AM accountable for. They are 1) warn others of coming destruction, 2) go out and fortify the boundaries to protect against calamity and invasion, and/or 3) go out to war to defeat the enemy he sees approaching.

The first response is the paternal role of prophet. Because many cannot perceive the infinite love of the Divine Father, they resist the boundaries set. Therefore, I must warn them of the dangers that are lying in snare, waiting to capture them.

Then there is the priestly function of the Divine Father. This is actually the primary role. As priest, the Divine Father establishes a house, and fortifies the walls with rules meant to ensure the safety and security of the Divine Family. Sadly, too many have been ensnared psychologically already by the deceiver, who has taken control of their minds, and convinced them that life is better without any rules.

Lastly is my office as king, and though most people, so far removed from the reality of kingdoms, view kings as dictators, though kings, in context, are monarchs who have a responsibility to ensure no enemy is able to infiltrate the walls. It is actually the queen and Divine Mother who is the supplier, which literally means “breasted one”.

While our society has painted a picture that requires the father to be prophet, priest, and king while also supplying the sustenance for the family, this IS NOT the heavenly reality. The Divine Mother is El Shaddai, the many breasted one, who nourishes her children AND Divine Masculine counterpart. It is she who contains that which maintains the nutrients of the kingdom. We are to sup her breasts for food, which is the root of the word supply.

As this 2020 is the year of alignment, and the heavenly kingdom’s establishment, I must embrace the hard task of provider, and it often hurts me much more than it hurts you. Beloved, please know that I AM love. All I do is in love, as your prophet, priest, and king. I AM come that you might have life, and life more abundantly.

You can hate me now; but I won’t stop now. Father does know best, as much as you may believe I desire to control you. It has been given unto me to understand the mysteries of the kingdom, for this is the divine right of fathers. By the way, the first kings were fathers, and a father is not simply a man who has children, but one who takes seriously his responsibility to love his Divine Feminine counterpart and his children as prophet, priest, and king.

Be Sober (Pay Attention), For Your Adversary Roams Around As a Roaring Lion Seeking Whom He May Devour

Elohim is a Hebrew word, erroneously translated as the very modern term God. Elohim, however, is a plural word, which directly translates as powers (multiple), or collective of divine beings. Though the first presence of this word in the Hebrew mythos (which is not equivalent to fairy tale), known to most of you as The Old Testament of the Bible, is rendered in the English as God, it occurs more times as Gods (referring to the many deities of other nations), and angels.

These very same energies have been present in many cultures, yet have been given names according to the language of the people. The Supreme Source of all creation, which is consciousness, has been called by many names: YHWH or Ha’shem by the Jews, Olodumare by the Yoruba, Voodoo by the Santeria, Allah by the Arabics, and God by English speakers. In the same manner, the divine being portrayed as a serpent in the Garden of Eden within the Hebrew mythos, has many names. Nevertheless, despite what many fallen ones wish you to believe, their prince and chief, most well-known by the term devil, is not “the white man”, nor the European. There are devils within every ethnic group, and these are they who pride themselves on trickery, illusion, and black magick, and use it to deceive many for the purpose of claiming their Souls.

These are they who would have you believe that there are no boundaries to your carnal pleasure. They seek to convince you that there is nothing but the now. In doing thus, they convince many, with their trickery, to indulge in the forbidden fruit with them. While referring to you as sons and daughters of God, they lull you into primal slumber, while they feast on your inherent divinity.

There are those among you who have no desire for heaven on earth. They are those who speak to you of freedom, but their true intent is to enslave you. They wish to lock you up in torment, longing for truth which will make you free, but regretting that you fell for their false images of liberty. They are seeking to lead you off the side of a cliff, right to your destruction. They give you that which your ego desires, while your Soul longs for your eternal reward.

I am jealous for you with the jealousy of a Divine Father. I promised you as a pure bride to one husband— your Christ consciousness. But I fear that somehow your pure and undivided devotion to Christ consciousness has been corrupted, just as Eve was deceived by the cunning ways of the serpent. You happily put up with whatever anyone tells you, even if they deliver a different salvation than the one we proclaimed unto you, or a different kind of Spirit than the one you received. I AM not inferior in any way to these celebrated “readers” who teach such things. I may be without their large following, but I’m not lacking in knowledge. We have made this clear to you in every possible way. Was I wrong when I humbled myself and honored you when I gave of myself and my divinity freely to you without expecting anything in return? I “robbed” others by accepting their contributions so I could serve you at no cost to you. I have never been a burden to you, and I never will be. As surely as the truth is in me, no one in all of the world will ever stop me from boasting about this. Why? Because I don’t love you? Heaven knows that I do. But I will continue doing what I have always done. This will undercut those who are looking for an opportunity to boast that their work is just like ours. These people are false healers. They are deceitful workers who disguise themselves as ambassadors of the heavenly ointment. But I am not surprised! Even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no wonder that his servants also disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. In 2020 they will get the punishment their wicked deeds deserve.

God is Love, and Love is Exclusively Divine

Though this is originally meant to be an indictment against this society, this is as it is supposed to be. As a Divine Masculine being, I AM unconditional love. When I have found myself, I AM able to be the prophet I AM.

A provider is indeed a prophet, as the word means to see before, not to supply. We are to love with wisdom, direction, and correction that will bring heaven on earth. It is my responsibility, as Divine Father, to watch and know. If I do well in this, the Divine Feminine is able to be the supplier she truly is.

The word supplier actually has to do with the breasts of the woman. Even in ancient Hebrew culture, there is the worship of El Shaddai, who is actually a GODDESS having many breasts to nourish all her children. The word also comes from the root “sup”, which is to suck the nipple for sustenance. This is where we also get supper.

It is the Divine Feminine who is to feel. The truth, though, is that love is not at all a feeling. Love is not felt; it is only known. The Divine Feminine has to give us feeling. While unconditional love is of the crown and third eye chakras, feelings are of the root and sacral chakras. This is why women are naturally more sensual, and lust driven.

If the man refuses to love unconditionally based solely on the woman’s actions, the woman will never come to the knowledge of heaven. If the woman is not given the space to freely embrace and express her emotions, there will never be heaven in earth. This is the fullness, even, of the true, spiritual marriage. Yes, there is a greater responsibility on the man, but rather than sit and complain about it, we must stand, AND LOVE; love without restraint, which does not mean giving the woman and child what makes them feel good.

This universal 4 year is all about alignment. It is the acceptable year of the Lord, which is the I AM that I AM- the harmonious union of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine. If the men do not know, and love, ourselves we will not be able to provide (see before), and if the women don’t become disciplined in their feeling, they will not be able to nurture and nourish. The heart chakra is our focus point, not because love comes from the heart, but because the heart is where heaven (Divine Masculine) and earth (Divine Feminine) embrace.

Those of us of the four and twenty elders have always been ahead of the collective. We have been first partakers of the suffering so that within each of us, we accomplished this balance of knowledge and feeling. Now, it our burden to give to our own Divine Twins that which we have received ourselves through initiation. We have been taught by God, which is love, that we may make disciples of many. We are coming for your heart, and as Divine Father, I AM going to flood it with unconditional love. My Twin Sister, as Divine Mother, is going to show you how to be disciplined in feeling.

The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is upon me, for the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to comfort the brokenhearted and to proclaim that captives will be released and prisoners will be freed. He has sent me to tell those who mourn that the time of the Lord ’s favor has come, and with it, the day of God’s anger against their enemies. To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the Lord has planted for his own glory.

Do You Know Yourself or Do You Know Only Who Have Been Taught To Be?

I remember being in love as a first grader. My mother and father both told me, at different times, that I could not love the girl, for I did not know her. That lesson has stuck with me throughout my entire lifetime.

This knowledge has played an important role in my realization of self-love. It was actually impossible for me to love myself for years because I had no clue who I was. Even when I decided I would no longer be who others had projected me to be, I still had no knowledge of self, and thus I was yet unable to truly love myself.

Even when I finally came into the knowledge of self, I continued to perish because, by my actions, I rejected that knowledge. There were parts of me I was refusing to be, and thus I was not operating in self-love.

Now that I AM standing in the fullness of my power, I can say that I perfectly love myself. Knowing myself and loving myself is giving me the boldness also to no longer hide that I know others, even when they don’t know themselves. I used to be fearful of sharing with others my knowledge of myself and my knowledge of them. I didn’t want anyone to accuse me of trying to control them.

I understand now, however, the difference between a father, and a man with children. I AM a divine father, and as such, I AM accountable as a provider. Provision comes from two Latin roots- pro, which means before, and visio, which means to see. A provider is much more a prophet than a supplier.

I didn’t want to embrace this knowledge of myself, and I failed in my love of many because I was refusing to perfectly love myself. I didn’t want the responsibility of warning people of coming destruction, and the idea of telling others that what they are doing is not loving themselves made me feel controlling.

I had been that father who gave the children whatever they wanted, and never wanted to tell them no. When I first acknowledged myself as father, I wanted all to run free. Then I started to realize how not applying my knowledge of others was becoming counterproductive to the establishment of New Earth. The children of the world are lost in learned ignorance. They went from the indoctrination of being religious to the folly and fuckery of being woke. Yet, they believe themselves to be free moral agents, when they have actually been imprisoned because of the father’s refusal to chasten them.

People don’t actually love themselves today. They think loving themselves is a matter of giving themselves whatever they want, whenever they want, with no accountability. They believe themselves to be mature, but they are really still children, being tossed to and fro by every wind of doctrine. Well, 2020 is the year of alignment, and in order for the old landmarks to be established, and the cornerstone to be laid, a lot of fuckery and foolishness must first be cleared away; cleared away so you can see clearly who you are, and build upon the sure foundation of love.

Once you truly know yourself, and fully accept yourself according to that knowledge, you move from narcissist to leader. Leadership requires compassion, not just for the moment, but with a loving vision for the future as well. Self-love is full of accountability for self, and for all you are connected to. Real self-love is reciprocal, understanding the interconnectedness of all. Without this, it is not self-love, but selfishness.

Have You Seen God?

Since The Bible is the most well-known written account of Gods existing in the world today, and the foundation of its theology is the Torah, I will point out to you what is actually written of the God of Israel within its pages. It was none other than Moshe himself that was the God of Israel, which delivered them from Egypt.

I dare you to go back and read the Torah, as it is written, putting aside what the church or temple told you to believe about God or Torah. I guarantee you that you will no longer believe what you have about “God”, nor will you ever again consider yourself a monotheist. If you can actually read it in the Hebrew-Aramaic language of attestation, as I can, you’ll discover even more.

I will tell you this though, the most important trait of Divine Beings is the ability to think independently of all indoctrination, and beliefs. Many, in this day, refer to themselves as Gods or Goddesses, yet still think with the mind of the world they abide in.

EVERY God and EVERY Goddess, in every culture was only seen when an individual was all alone, separated from all others, and in conditions which demanded greater mental strength and fortitude from them than normal. Gods and Goddesses are not born; we are made. Made by doing what others are not willing to do, and daring to stand in our power and glory, without reservation. We overcome death in superhuman ways. We are not your creators or your saviors. You alone are those things.

The only true and living Gods and Goddesses have always been the source of later religious societies. Because the people are not willing to do what those before them had to do in order to be made God and Goddess, they seek a form of godliness by putting others in bondage. That, in itself, is denying the very power thereof. Love is the power of godliness, and love sets the captives free. It never seeks to put any in bondage. Our role is not to rule over you. Our role is to be the way, the truth, and the life through which you find eternal life (which is wholly within).

Why Feminism Failed to Correct Misogyny

Within numerology, the first four numbers are all about the establishment of the self and the family unit. See 1-4 as a household. 1 is the number of the father. 2 is the number of the mother. 3 is the number of the child. 4 is the number of the home.

1 and 4 are indicative of masculine energy. While most view 1 as creation, it is actually the energy of imagination. Creation cannot actually occur with only one. The masculine represents the heavenly new beginning, but it is actually the feminine which signifies the earthly manifestation.

2 and 3 are both feminine energy. They are the maternal vessel, and the harvested blessing. They are the centerpiece, the actual glory of all creation. This is even why many cultures deemed it disgraceful for the woman to cut her hair. Her hair was a symbol of her beauty and majesty. The Divine Feminine and the Divine Child are the manifested glory of the Divine Father. While he is power, power is not visible except it is revealed in the glory.

The word husband actually portrays the mystery of this truth. It is not intentionally a marital term. It actually means “house band”, and represents the Divine Masculine role as covering and protector. It is, however, the Divine Feminine who is within the house making magick and melody out of disharmony.

So 2019 has seen the repentance of the Divine Feminine to herself. She has been creating life in the midst of pain and chaos. As she has endured labor, she is healing bloodlines by giving birth to new heirs, who will not carry on generational curses. She has ascended above feminism to her righteous seat as Goddess and Queen. It is she who has prepared the place for the Divine Masculine to find his rest, and enjoy his perpetual Sabbath in 2020, the year of divine alignment, sure foundations, and stable building. 2020 is the year of the double portion of harmony. Are you ready?

Is It Faith or Foolishness?

How many of you have ever been admonished to believe patterns not potential or promises? Do you know that it is frequency and synchronicity, which are patterns, that lead to mastery? The religious concept of faith has had you waiting on some other lord to come save you for about two thousand years or more. That’s not faith at all. That’s foolishness. The pattern has been that this lord they proclaim, which IS NOT Jesus the Christ, has not shown up as they claim.

Real faith is believing in the evidence of your own example. Yes, there is an Ascended Master Jesus. He did not die for your sins. He lives only as a prototype of what your own self-mastery should look like. He initiated twelve into the science of personal lordship, yet you refuse to be discipled. You would rather wait, as one insane, for something you have not seen so much as evidence of.

It is one thing to believe in the potential for greater or more. This is when there is actual experiential evidence of something. You know, like when a child promises its parents that grades will improve, and you see that child actually studying more, or even seeking for study help? Or when someone says they love you and want to take care of you, and whenever they are able to they actually behave in a manner consistent with their desires? It is something entirely different, though, when someone keeps saying they are coming, or someone else tells you that someone is coming, but not only have they not appeared, but you have yet to experience anything that suggests they ever will. That’s purely foolish.

Be honest with yourself, and learn to have faith in the people who showed up when you needed them. Jesus never fed you when you were hungry. Your friends did. Have faith in your friends whom you have seen and experienced caring for you. Don’t be foolish, waiting on someone who you have never seen. Jesus and the other Ascended Masters, the Angels, the Orishas, and the Ancestors work on the heaven within you. You can’t have real faith in them changing your outward earthly circumstances. You can have faith in them guiding you to the knowledge for you to manifest your solution, but you have to do the work for your will to be done in earth as it is in heaven.

Faith (as within) is not just dead without works (so without). It’s actually pure foolishness. No one is coming to save, heal, or deliver you. You have to do that by following the patterns you have learned lead to salvation, health, and deliverance. Be patient with those who have shown you they love you. Those who have done nothing but talk about their love for you, it is foolish to wait for. The law of reciprocity is fully effective. Where you have experienced kinetic energy, give energy to. If all there has ever been is promises, find work elsewhere.

Is It Even Love?

The issue with the present, trending concept of self-love is that it is selfish and exclusive. It has no regard for the collective. It looks out for self, and stops there. It’s just as dysfunctional as conformity, which places the whole before the self, which prevents love from ever being fully formed. It is also anxious. It doesn’t take into consideration that sowing and reaping are not simultaneous.

This new age self-love demands instantaneous pleasure from all others, and when not received, others are immediately cut off. They allude that they are protecting their energy, but that’s just a cover for their personal fear. Perfect love casts out all fear, so if you’re afraid of someone overtaking your energy, you not only don’t love them, but you don’t actually love yourself.

Understand, however, that this isn’t the same as using wisdom. In recognizing that two people are not seeking the same end, moving in the same direction, it becomes necessary, in love, to allow the other individual to go the way they have chosen. When you are just tired of waiting on someone to arrive at the place you feel they should be, that’s not wisdom. That’s pure arrogance.

People forget that they didn’t arrive at the place of power they are presently in without much tribulation. The same patience you learned to show yourself in discovering self-love must be shown others to realize perfect love.

If you truly love, and are not just infatuated, that love is bouyed by acceptance and understanding. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. If not these things, it isn’t love.

Why I AM Not Celebrating Kwanzaa

My ultimate mission as a sentient being is Tikkun Olam, which is the correction, restoration, and healing of The All. I recognize, however, that true Tikkun Olam is actually just Tikkun Nephesh of the collective. Tikkun Nephesh is the correction, restoration, and healing of the Soul: the self. It is imperative that all recognize there is NO healthy community as long as a single individual in the community is unhealthy. True health is not just wellness of the body, but it is salvation of the Soul, and salvation is ALWAYS an individual experience. It is the embodiment of perfect love FOR SELF, and as long as an individual is trying to fit into anything, he or she is unable to stand in his or her own divinity. There is no family, culture, religion, or community in which self-love can be realized, and the truth of the matter is real community is only achieved when everyone is free to be as he or she is, and still receive love without fear of judgment or condemnation. You don’t build community by focusing on community. You build community by each member focusing on self. It is not selfishness, but it is self-assurance.

Something I realized this year about Kwanzaa is that it actually teaches you to put yourself last. The very first principle is about community, and it was always taught that you put the needs of the community before your own needs. Maybe that’s why. Kwanzaa is nothing more than a commercialized celebration of America’s perception of African culture. The people of the African continent have no awareness of Kwanzaa. It is not an African celebration. Kwanzaa originated in California. A man seeking to define the collective experience of a segment of the whole created it to bring a group of people together apart from all other groups of people. NEWSFLASH: That’s the same program that has been running in the matrix for several millennia that is responsible for the earth dimension being in the fucked up state its in. Cultures and religions have been forced upon individuals from birth, and thus individuals have lost their sovereign significance in order to be judged as acceptable by groups. You continue to encourage hypocrisy and falsehood because you place your emphasis on group identity, to the detriment of personal identity. No one knows who the fuck they are nowadays because everything is compartmentalized. Everything is labeled and segmented, and people value the color of their skin above the content of their own Souls. This shit has got to stop. Or… We can continue doing the same things we’ve been doing, expecting different results. Just know, however, that this is what has turned the earth dimension into an insane assylum.

No one seems to dress how they want to dress these days. There are divine feminine beings that wear headwraps only because the religion they have been bamboozled into believing gives them some special significance due to the color of their skin tells them they have to cover their heads. Get the fuck outta here with that bullshit. If you are going to cover your head, let it be exclusively because it appeals to your personal preference. If you’re doing that shit because someone told you it’s right, you actually hate yourself, and you don’t even realize it. In 2020 my focus is on laying the foundations for heaven on earth. I recognize that this requires first reconnecting each individual to the kingdom within them. This is the true emphasis of the statement “Thy Kingdom come”. Your true will exists in the heaven within you. The goal is to emanate that in the earth around you, and that just cannot occur losing your Soul trying to gain the world, whether that is in the form of a community, a culture, or a religion.

The Pursuit of Happiness

If we would really take the time to meditate on it, freedom of choice is not as common as free-will is. Free-will is the ability to do as you please. As autonomous sentient beings, we all have free-will. Freedom of choice, though, is almost a fallacy in this society.

Pretty much all of our choices are influenced by someone or something outside of ourselves. This is the greatest form of limitation upon us as a species. We must dare to act exclusively upon the inspiration of our own Souls. Sadly, nearly everyone of our behaviors and preferences is a reaction to some form of government. We are usually either rebelling against or conforming to some standard set by someone other than our own I AM God/dess presence.

We give too much power to the opinions of others, and this is an insidious form of fear. We are usually either fearful of becoming conformists or fearful of being outcasts. The rebel betrays his own Soul by doing things just to prove he cannot be controlled by others. He expresses himself as confident, when in reality he is the exact opposite. He fights to stand out, and it is inauthentic.

The conformist betrays her own Soul by refusing to do what makes her I AM Goddess presence happy just to be accepted by some group. She cannot discern between laws and rules. She follows rules because someone else told her it is right, though her Soul is tormented continually.

When we truly begin to love ourselves, we are neither rebels nor conformists. We just simply are. We don’t even give any energy to the perceptions and opinions of others, because perfect love has set us free. When we see an article of clothing or a piece of jewelry our Soul likes, we purchase and it and wear it, without regard for others’ inability to accept it as fitting. The same should be true for our homes, our vehicles, and our toys. If we are doing no harm to others in our actions, we MUST be free to be happy.

Self-Love and the Freedom of Personal Identity

In this culture, most attempt to view gender and sex interchangeably, while they are not synonymous. Your gender is determined by others at your inception, without your consent. Your sex, however, is something you must determine yourself. This society has a tendency to make too many things matters of sex and sexuality that are not at all. If a male (gender) is exclusively attracted to females, he is a heteroSEXual. His mannerisms and his likes and dislikes have no bearing on his sex or sexuality.

Humans judge on the outward appearance, but Gods and Goddesses judge the heart. Don’t allow yourself to be controlled by the judgment of humans. Their judgment is fear-based. Gods and Goddesses, however, judge with love. I judge you based on your integrity. I ask myself, as a God, if your self-perception and your behavior are in harmony.

If you are free in the acknowledgement of your truth, then I judge you as one who vibrates on the frequency of love. I make choices that appeal to my Most High Self. If I find something to be beautiful, I choose it, without regard for what another being thinks about it. We must all reach a level of manumission where we no longer view non-sexual things as gender exclusive.

If you see a piece of jewelry that appeals to you, be free enough to wear it without fear and judgment. I realized years ago that I love pink. I look great in pink. It makes me happy. Because I know myself, and perfectly love myself, I don’t fear the perceptions of others. I wear whatever the fuck I want to wear because it has nothing at all to do with my gender, sex, or sexuality. I AM in full confidence of myself, so I have no need to alter my communication or preferences to satisfy the ignorance of society.

I AM Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine in balance. I AM the essence of MA’AT. I protect, provide, know, and instruct out of my Divine Masculinity. My Divine Femininity is responsible for how I nurture, comfort, and perceive beauty. I AM both a scientist and an artist, thus I AM fineness personified.

I give no fucks whatsoever about how anyone feels about what I choose to wear, how I express my love for all others, or why I celebrate and encourage others in the manners in which I do. I walk in the integrity of the Soul, and this is how the world needs to evolve to individually love yourselves. You need to learn how to be happy, take no shit, and do no harm. This is the the Kingdom of God. This is the height of liberty, and self-love.

No Two Paths Are The Same

Let me put you up on game. Everyone’s mission within this dimension is not to be physically healthy, and that’s why people struggle so hard trying to follow what they have been told is a healthy lifestyle.

When I repented to The Most High God I AM, I realized I AM on that mission. I always was, and that is why kidney disease manifested in my body. I had to experience it to reconnect to my divine self. Converting to veganism was easy for me as a result, because my Soul is vegan.

People try to conform to someone else’s concept of healthy, instead of obeying their own God-self. Then they wonder why it’s such a struggle. Healing and health is not often a matter of physical fitness. Remember that these bodies are just perceptions. It is much more important to be disciplined about what comes out of the mouth than it is what goes in.

Now, if in repenting to your Most High Self you re-member that your Soul is desiring certain foods, you must obey your Soul, not some dietary guidelines established for you by humans. I AM not a human, and that is why, despite not following the rules men established for End Stage Renal Disease patients, I AM not afflicted as they believe I should be, nor dead as the prognosis suggested I would be by twenty-nine.

You see, The Most High God I AM is יהוה רפה, often conveyed as Jehovah Raphe, or the Lord our Healer. I AM a Master Healer, and my indoctrination dissuaded me from my path. This disease brought me back to it. More importantly, it brought me back to myself, and took me away from those who led me astray from me.

I was the prodigal son, though I was at home. I was the prodigal son because I left my father’s house within me, but I then came to myself in the midst of my own hog pen, and remembered that in my father’s house (my 8th, 9th, 10th, and 11th chakras, even the hired servants live better than what I was living. So, I began making my way back to my father’s house, and returned to the ring of authority, and the robe of glory.

I also realized that not everyone in this earth dimension is a seed of my father’s house, and when I realized that, I stopped creating new religions based on what my father commanded me to do. I AM not the food police anymore than I AM no longer the morality police.

You people who feel it’s your job to judge what another man or woman eats are judging someone else’s servant. If you have a belief, have it unto yourself before the God within you. Everybody didn’t come here to be a vegan. Everyone that came here to be vegan didn’t come here to be an alkaline vegan. Everyone that came here to be an alkaline vegan didn’t come here to follow Dr. Sebi’s methodology, or Dr. Morse’s methodology. What’s important is you find the path for YOUR Soul, and stop trying to force others to follow your path. That’s just so Pharisaic of you.

If people are vegans and eating Impossible Burgers is well with their Soul, who the fuck are you to tell them they shouldn’t eat an Impossible Burger? Or if someone’s Soul is satisfied with them eating a Popeyes chicken sandwich, please, for the love of whoever you worship, leave those people the fuck alone, and mind your fucking business. You can’t save anyone but your gotdamn self, and if you’re so busy trying to persuade others to accept your salvation, you’re actually not that focused on your own.

Those who share your frequency will naturally align with you, but you’re just creating a heap of Karmic debt trying to alter anyone else’s frequency.

Who AM I?

Most of this passing society is lost in the concept of becoming, never coming to the understanding of being. I have been there before, which is one reason I AM so vocal about it. I got married seeking validation from the marriage, but my validation was already, and exclusively, within me.

I AM not a husband. I spent four years in a marriage trying to become the perfect husband, and the truth is, I would have been living a lie, even if I had accomplished it. So, inside I would have been miserable. I didn’t just hurt myself by being married; I contributed to the hurt of a woman I thought I could heal with my love.

This is why it is important to understand that none of us can love our neighbor AS OURSELVES, until we first love the Lord thy God we each are with all our heart, our soul, and our strength. This is why the first exercise I have my Discipline Development Coaching™️ clients to complete is to write their “I AM” statements. Before you choose a school, a career, or definitely a relationship partner, it is important that you know fully who you are. Otherwise, at the most, you’re just out here gaining the whole world, while losing your own soul.

Your Significance is in Your Knowledge

Most of your problems are that you are not that which you feel you are supposed to be because of what society has told you. You are not fathers, yet you want to become fathers, and you wait for children to be born to validate you. Either you are a father or you aren’t, and if you can’t answer that without getting some woman pregnant, having sons and daughters can never make you something you aren’t.

You know why even women who have had tubal ligations and partial hysterectomies talk to me about giving me babies? Because I AM a father… already in heaven, and always have been. They recognize how amazing of a father I AM, and dream of being able to raise Christic seeds with me, even if only as a co-parent.

The same is true for why women want to spend their lives, and not just a night with me; I AM a husband, a provider, and a protector. It has nothing to do with my relationship with a woman. It is who I AM. It doesn’t even have anything to do with being married. I don’t need a marriage to be who I AM. However, The Most High Goddess who sees me as I AM receives the blessing of who I AM.

I have always done things that husbands and fathers do, because I AM that I AM, with or without a wife or children. That is me as Shango. My significance is wholly within who I AM, and not in my potential to be. I AM wealth, and thus those who are able to see who I AM, are drawn to me when in need, even when I don’t have the money to help them. That is the power of knowledge of self. I don’t even need money to know that I AM wealth. The money doesn’t validate me, but me knowing myself as I AM causes the wealth that I AM to manifest before me.

Once you come to the understanding that all of your significance is contingent upon what you know about yourself, you stop looking for someone or something outside of yourself to validate you. If you want to really understand the intent behind the law of attraction, you have to realize it is wholly about recognizing what you are already aligned with. If you can tell me who you are, I can tell you what you are going to experience in life. However, before you know yourself, your life is just a slave to circumstances.

Seeing Yourself in Another Requires the Eye of the Soul

I know we want to not need others, but that is not from the divine space of the soul. The ego, from the place of brokenness, experienced in needing people who were not bringing us to our divine realities, takes us into arrogance instead of self-love.

The ego is chaotic by nature because everything is dualistic for it. The soul, however, is intent on oneness; harmony, and recognizes that the ego needs correction, and it often does not respond well to the soul’s correction, until it hears the same message from another source.

The ego is a separatist. It wants to be an island while relying still on resources from others. There is no one who is able to survive completely alone. The ego will have you believing you can be either independent or dependent, when the reality of existence is interdependence.

Reciprocity is the primary operation of The Universe. Everything functions according to the principle of sowing and reaping. Whatever you put out is what you’re going to get back, and the ego disregards this law. The reality is that humans often refuse to allow love because people from their past hurt them under the guise of love.

While love, perfect love, has no expectations, we still have a divine responsibility to both transmit and receive it- in the way that lends to Tikkun Olam, the restoration of all. The ego rejects accountability for anyone or anything else than itself. The ego doesn’t even give a fuck about the soul, and thus cannot actually perceive love.

The ego is consumed with self-preservation. It only cares about its own survival, even if that means it destroys everyone and everything else around it. Anything that the ego perceived as a threat to its separatism is left in the wake of its destruction.

The soul, at some point, is going to get the ego’s attention, and show it just how counterproductive its selfishness is, and how it is not at all the self-love it tries to portray it as. Someone who connects to the soul is going to come along and be long-suffering in love, and this is when the decision has to be made by the ego to understand what the soul has been saying all along, or continue on the path that will cause it to eventually die alone.

There are just some things that the ego is incapable of achieving except it finally delights itself in the soul, and this is when the soul actually gives the ego the TRUE desires of the heart. The heart desires companionship. The heart desires cooperation. The heart desires that the two become one again, and as whole as each of us may be in ourselves, the whole objective of this incarnation is to experience our divinity in another being, and that other being has a longing to love you even as he or she loves him or herself.

The Temporal Wealth of The Ethereal

Lightworkers, understand that there are actually multiple streams of income within your root chakra that will free you up from exerting so much high frequency energy about your third eye chakra. The root is to the crown as earth is to heaven.

You don’t have to be drained so often. Learn to monetize your talents and you can preserve your gifts. We get so burned out because no amount of money can actually reciprocate the divinity we expend serving others.

Let your knowledge and talent manifest your abundance so the only burden upon your wisdom and gifts is to manifest your glory. This is the guiding principle behind the man being the provider and the woman being the keeper of the house. Knowledge and strength are masculine. Wisdom and passion are feminine.

Do not be so consumed with making a living by what you are tasked with to elevate the frequency of the third dimension. What this actually does is traps your consciousness in the lower self. Find your talents in the same way you discovered your gifts, and allow your material wealth to come from your rest instead of your labor.

When a Story of Two Lovers Becomes a Religion

What if I told you Ēl was not THE Creator, and Yisra’ēl was never an actual geographical place prior to Friday, May 14, 1948? In fact, Ēl was only a God in the sense that he was a divine masculine being, and Yisra’ēl was his divine FEMININE partner and bride.

As much dissent there is between the “Jews” of today, and the Palestinians over land, upon an earth that is not naturally even divided into countries/nations, it’s really silly when you consider that nations and religions are all manmade fallacies.

When Ēl is referred to as “The Holy One of Yisra’ēl” it is simply denoting that he set himself apart to her alone. In the same manner, Yisra’ēl was the Holy One of Ēl. She was set apart only to him.

The TaNaKh is just an elaborate allegory of the relationship between two beings who were eternally one, both zacar (loosely- male) and neqabah (loosely- female). This is why none of the nations of that region, who were very much extensive record keepers during that era, make no mention of any Hebrew people, not even the Egyptians, who supposedly held them in bondage.

This is why Yisra’ēl is where you beheld the glory of Ēl. She was the Shekhinah (glory) of Ēl (her God). The religiosity of it all was invented by Greece and Rome, and blamed on the Babylonians. The writers of the TaNaKh were not William Shakespeare, but they were definitely just as talented of storytellers, and now billions of people all over this earth dimension attempt to replicate the romance these writers depicted for them.

Yes, I AM a Holy One, and there is a Holy One unto me. Unlike Ēl, I have no desire to enslave or control my Holy One, and would never put her away, or view her as a harlot. I will forever be her Ēl Shaddai, no matter what, even as she is eternally my Shekhinah. Together, we are Ahayeh Asher Ahayeh, I AM that I AM, for Ēl is one, and Shekhinah is two, and 1+2=3, which is creativity and children.

Worth Fighting For


Quite possibly the greatest karmic lesson of this lifetime for me is to fight for myself. I have to admit, I have been HORRIBLE at this for forty-six years. Part of that stems from the fact that back to my earliest incarnations I can remember, even to the age of Gemini, I was consumed with a savior complex.

Throughout many lifetimes, I associated love with the idea of self-sacrifice. This has led to repetitive cycles of incarnations marked by self-neglect behind the false idea that laying my life down for my friends was the key to receiving love. It was hard for me to say “No!”, because I perceived that always saying “Yes” would ensure that people would love me.

Not only did this subtle form of self-deprivation not earn me the love of the people I was dying for, it alienated, to a degree, the people who have been freely loving me all these thousands of years. People who love you eventually get tired of you taking up a cross for people who continue to spit in your face, and whip you on the back. Eventually those who love you get tired of watching you lay down your life, even if you do take it back up after three days.

In this lifetime, I have finally been restored to the people who have demonstrated to me throughout every lifetime that I AM worth fighting for. These people get angry, both with me and for me, because of my willingness to so often be taken advantage of. They fuss at me for repeating the same cycles over and over because they recognize the lesson I must master in this now.

Honestly, this is probably the main reason my mother and I don’t really have a relationship now. She’s been trying to protect me from my own savior complex. I guess it’s just as hard for her to watch her only child nailed to a cross by people he only desired to save, heal, and deliver as it was for Mary to see Jesus hanging on Golgotha wearing a crown of thorns.

I have bought shoes for women who came to me under the guise of love, only to turn around and witness them give them to friends as if they had bought them. I have fed people who turned their backs on me because I evolved past the frequency of their beliefs. I have made loans to close family members who, when I needed to be repaid to secure medical necessities, told me to get it off the water tower. I have done people’s school work over the years enabling them to get their college degrees either for free, or for mere pennies on the dollar, and received not even as much as a shout out at graduation. I have practically built legacies for pastors without compensation. I have done work on projects that brought substantial income to people, yet didn’t receive a dime myself. I have provided extensive metaphysical services to people on a promise to pay, and was either left hanging or ended up just forgiving the debt.

I lived almost 20% of this incarnation before I finally was able to recognize how much Dominique/$unny/O’Shün/Tsipporah/Yechezqel had been trying to show me throughout over twenty lifetimes that I AM worth fighting for. Then to also have my Twin Sister, Liam, my beloved nephew, Shahil, my sister Karla, and my daughter Brittney also reminding me I AM worth fighting for has brought me to this place under the Lion’s Gate Portal in this universal 3 year, where I embrace the shift into my glorious ascension where I AM henceforth the lion, and no longer the lamb.

The Loyalty of the Soul; The Disloyalties of the Ego

There is nothing more loyal than your soul. Your soul is your highest self. Your soul is like a dog. No matter what you do, your soul will never forsake you. Your soul protects you and only seeks your highest good. Imagine a family dog with a child. When that dog sees the baby headed for danger, it will try to create boundaries that ensure the safety of that baby. Even in response to its masters, the dog will bring those things it knows the master likes as gifts. Need the newspaper? Send the dog. Want your house slippers? Send the dog.

Now the ego, it is like a cat. You can give a cat everything it could ever want, and the cat will still turn on you at some point. The cat will do everything in its power to get your attention, but once you give it your affection, and move to pet it, the cat is likely to lash out at you, or even walk away. Then, when the cat wants to give you something, it doesn’t give you what it knows you like. Instead, it gives you something that only it really would desire, and in reality, is not even beneficial to itself.

The soul is completely divine. It is the God-self. You are entirely omniscient within your soul, and from here, you always know exactly what is needed in the moment, and that is why the soul seeks to simply emanate from itself. The soul IS The Creator. It IS “God”, and it is constantly compelling the ego to come home, even when the ego has been abusive to it. The soul NEVER forsakes. It is with you always, even to the ends of the world.

The ego is completely carnal. It is the human self. The ego is what religion calls the flesh nature. All the ego is actually concerned about is now. But not now in the context of time. It is only concerned with what satisfies itself at any moment, with no consideration for how those particular actions affect its union with the soul. The ego will take advantage of the soul just to get what it wants, and turn right around and run off again just to gain some temporal pleasure.

The soul, in knowing the ultimate objective of restoration of oneness, continues to unconditionally love the ego, and endlessly woos it, realizing that the soul will continue to play its games until it comes to the understanding that what it actually longs for is within the soul. Then, and only then will the ego repent to the God-self, and the two co-exist in complete harmony, like a puppy and kitten raised together from birth. They are one, and there is complete balance in all things. That is the experience of Jesus- being fully God and fully man; oneness with The Father. Christ consciousness is walking in that oneness continually. At some point, all of us are going to experience this fullness of joy, and the ego will stop coming for temporary happiness in pseudo-heaven, and receive eternal life of heaven on earth.

The First Book of Sahaquiel- The Gospel of the 3 Lion’s Gate

Most people have no idea what true freedom is, therefore every time an abolitionist comes into those people’s lives, they will attempt to “escape” eventually. Understand that real liberty creates order, not chaos.

The ego, in its longing for reconnection, still is bound by itself. It will have you thinking you are satisfying your soul, while what is really happening is you are creating more karma for yourself.

The soul knows only love, and love for self NEVER manifests as a disregard for the heart of another. One of the lessons of this particular Lion’s Gate Portal is to recognize we often mistake a change in meditation for healing.

Fun is the objective of the ego, while joy is the goal of the soul. Fun is based in temporal happiness. It’s the idea of “I want what I want, and I don’t care who doesn’t like it.” Joy, on the other hand, knows that “I AM not complete apart from The All because The All is I AM.”

The lower self, the ego, especially here in the early moments of the age of Aquarius, is deceived into the idea that “I AM not responsible for anyone else.” This is because the ego refuses to accept itself as creator. The lower self says “I AM God(dess), so I can do whatever the fuck I want to do.”

The Most High self, on the contrary, fully embodies Its accountability for all It has created. The soul is empathetic because the soul knows that everything the ego perceives is itself. The soul has no need to escape to freedom for the soul understands it is already free.

This is where the veil between emancipation and manumission is most evident. The ego wants to be emancipated. It feels as if someone else has enslaved them. As Kanye stated (but most of you are mad), slavery is a choice. Manumission is being free within, no matter where I AM. From this reality, I then manifest true freedom from within.

Love is healing. It is acceptance in full gratitude for the world as it is. Fear pushes us to substance abuse because we refuse to embrace what is as we do the work of healing. Healing is painful- to the ego, and because of this, we often get closer to our actual healing, and we run back to “the doctor” to get more medication.

What’s funny is the ego sees doctors as healers, when the doctors are really only treating the ego. So, while healers are trying to give us eternity by restoring the soul and ego to oneness, doctors are only attempting to prolong our ego’s existence. What brings our healing, though, is staying the course until the soul and ego no longer exist in duality.

You now have the knowledge of why the race is a marathon, and is only given to those who endure to the end. If you keep getting off course to run series of sprints, you will find yourself completely back at the starting line all over again. Neighborhood Nip was right- the marathon does continue. The thing is, though, whether to run it or not is fully up to you.

The Cycle of Perversion

I learned last week in the hospital that waking an astral traveler interrupts the raising of global frequencies. “Let a sleeping dog lie” is more than just a quirky cliche.

Humanity’s attempts to control nature are just breeding chaos. Fortunately, chaos is necessary for the new beginning we long for to be born. Yet still, controlled demolition always leaves collateral damage.

One of the most counterproductive inventions known to this earth is the schedule. We have been conditioned to live on a schedule when time is actually just an illusion. We create disabilities, illnesses, and handicaps by attempting to keep schedule.

Each child born into this earth is uniquely divine. Yet, some doctor somewhere, at some point in history devised a schedule on which they determined a child is meant to develop. Then when a child develops differently than the constructed schedule, the child is labeled as developmentally disabled, and subsequently, attempts are made to alter the nature of the child, and its evolution is perverted.

Believe it or not, this is how all perversion originates. When we force our minds and bodies to adapt to false constructs of normalcy, right and wrong, our egos are emblazoned by our souls as a virus does the body.

The “delinquent” activities of the human entity are like nausea and diarrhea. They’re meant to make us sick, until we expel all the toxic bullshit pumped into us by this dysfunctional, low vibrational societal system we have been born into. The problem is that the same system takes the “delinquent” and medicates them with more poison via its institutions- i.e. religion, schools, prisons, mental hospitals, and the light- and the process of the purging is averted, perpetuating that same vicious cycle.

True healing restores the individual back to The Most High self that we each were separated from by the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which is none other than the program to control our inherent divinity. Repent ye therefore to your highest self, and be baptized in the character of freedom from bondage.

Law of Manifestation

Let me go ahead and say it: Law of Attraction is bunk. It is just another propaganda of egoism, capitalizing off the lower nature’s lack of self-validation.

The biggest threat to significance is so insidious, sneaking up on us innocuously from birth. All of our education is tuned to the frequency of idolatry. We are conditioned from the moment we first meet other people to seek satisfaction outside of ourselves.

The very first things we are taught are all focused on the loss of individuality. Everything is about trying to figure out how we fit into was is. We are expected to toe the line of the status quo. Those who shake things up are generally not accepted, and if one is successful at changing his or her personal narrative, others then begin to idolize them.

Unfortunately, most adherents to the religion (that’s what laws actually boil down to) of attraction love to throw the word manifestation around. The problem, though, is that attraction is a pursuit of something that I do not have, while manifestation is just revealing that I AM.

If I may borrow a page from Sananda’s playbook, which I have actually found to be in my own playbook, my first (and only) responsibility is to seek the kingdom of God, which is within me, and all the things I require will be added to me.

Borrowing again from The Master Jesus, my petition is for the kingdom to come, and the will of my father to be done in earth as it is in heaven. The first realization I have to come to, though, is that heaven is wholly within me. Earth, then, is just all those things I perceive outwardly. So, if my seeking is focused on myself, I find God within me, and I discover all that I AM.

We have now been hypnotically duped into believing that our significance is tied in some way to the Earth we experience. So, we expend the better part of our time and energy trying to find our happiness, and only because we don’t realize happiness is wholly within us. We are not magnets as we have been led to believe. We are creators. Except in our ignorance of ourselves, we seek to pseudo-create through this idea that we are going to attract what it is we imagine.

As a result of our outward quests, we have diminished our inherent power. Everyone these days is clinging to labels that others have pushed on them. There are lists and videos being created by the day claiming to reveal “the definitive signs you are one of the light workers”, “the ways you know you are going to be rich soon”, “how to recognize if you are in a twin flame relationship”, “the clear traits of the 144,000″… and ALL OF IT is hogwash.

Your answers are within you completely, but all these teachings have us so focused on becoming vibrational matches to what we desire that we end up losing the only thing we actually need: our own souls. Our lives are not at all about doing, or even becoming. Our lives are all about being. Evolution is the most natural activity in The Universe, yet we have halted in by our refusal to just be. We are too attached… to labels, to titles, to stagnation, to comfort, and as a result we have died inside. Out of our bellies are supposed to be flowing rivers of living water, but because we refuse to let things just flow, the waters, and everything within them have died.

If you are fully attentive to your soul, you don’t have to try to figure out where you are supposed to be, who your “tribe” is, or who your twin flame is. I AM that I AM, and when I love who I AM with all my heart, soul, and strength- when I delight myself in It which causes to exist (my soul), my soul will give me all the desires of my heart. Yes, EVERYTHING I have for me will manifest naturally, in real time.

It is the attention we give to the things that actually delays our emanation of such. It is like labor and delivery. Everything you have been hoping for is a part of you. You are pregnant with it, and you just need to focus on your breathing, and push. I mean, adoption is beautiful, but you were made to give birth. *see it in the spirit.

The _____ Of Your Dreams

And all the time, this entire life has been, is, and always will be entirely The God/Universe I AM experiencing Itself fully to research, understand, and master self. Yes, I do encounter devils (adversaries) in human form. I had to learn how to cast out the intolerable demons I AM.

Demon possession is really nothing but unhealthy attachment to your reflections that wish to bind you instead of heal you. Judgment binds, while love heals. That’s why, many times, it is the reflections closest to us that we most need to drive out.

Those reflections are usually the mindsets of family, culture, and religion. Our familiarity (see “familiar spirits”) keeps us from even realizing we are possessed. Yet, we have lost control of ourselves by holding onto those “demons” because they look so much like us. We start to believe our “demon” possession is what love actually looks like, and because even after we have cast out our family, religious, and cultural ties, we have failed to fill our “homes” with self-love and self-acceptance, seven worse “demons” move in.

So many speak of losing their families, religions, and old cultural mindsets in their “awakening”, but because they haven’t replaced those with self-identity, they just end up trying to fit into new “families”, religions, and cultural beliefs. So, now they are actually more demon-possessed than they were before, and it causes them to just hate the old “demons” they did leave behind.

It is not until we accept full accountability for all that we have created, and realize it was all us all along that we are able to manifest Tikkun Nephesh (healing/restoration/correction of the self). When we refuse to be holy (whole; all one alone; entirely one with self) we just keep practicing denial and escapism by collecting demons in the forms of twin flames, soul mates, nationalities, races, and other external affirmations. You are your only true twin flame, so stop being consumed with finding that in someone else. Just like you can only find God in yourself, you will discover you can only find your twin flame, soulmate, angels, and demons within yourself. THEN you can manifest a twin flame in the Earth, instead of trying to find or attract one.

If you learn how to actually read Torah, that is what took place in Bereshit (Genesis) chapter 2. The One found itself; its masculine and feminine self, and then from its own side (the actually meaning of זלה/tsela; erroneously translated “rib”) a strength opposite itself was formed/manifested. But it wasn’t until it was first realized that the adam was all one (alone), and realized nothing outside of itself was a vibrational match.

In the movie “Dreamgirls”, Jamie Fox and Beyoncé sing a song “When I First Saw You”. In the song, they proclaim “That’s my dream.” Our dreams, even our nightmares, are heaven, and this physical “reality” is earth. Our dreams are ALL a part of us; even the terrifying dreams. When we experience those dreams in this life, we are experiencing ourselves in earth.

Whether your angels, your demons, or your ideal mate, we are simply experiencing emanations of self. For this reason, people are not meant to be possessed, but experienced, and our demon possessions are just when the people we perceive are mastering us instead of us enjoying our experience of ourselves in the form of their being.

The Earth is Unsettled

I have been explaining to people for some time that Biblical “prophecy” isn’t a message from a God in heaven, but a message from the Goddess Gaia. The navi’im (prophets/spokespersons) of old were men and women who maintained an intimate connection to Mother Earth, and used their knowledge of science and nature, and the power of their oneness with Tiamat to see beforehand what She would do to preserve the lives of the “righteous”, or the ones who were one with self.

The flood of Gilgamesh/Noah- Earth purging herself. The followers of Korah being swallowed up by a sinkhole- Earth purging herself. The children of Israel eating meat as a sacrifice for sin (which ensured, not prevented, their death for their “sins”)- Earth purging herself. The land dying off and spewing the people out- Earth purging herself. Earthquakes- Earth purging herself. Hurricanes- Earth purging herself. Tsunamis- Earth purging herself. Volcanoes- Earth purging herself.

Oftentimes, She has entrusted us, the navi’im (see witches, shamans, brujas, magi) with her power to bend the elements ourselves, as we embody the avatar energy. This is also why a lot of the natural disasters come to areas with a high concentration of perverse magic. People are learning the craft at an exponential rate, but most are doing so out of ego, and not from the place of perfect love. Karma is just Gaia restoring balance. Those who sow death shall reap death. Those who sow judgment shall reap judgment. All of Her cleansing has been to liberate her obedient children. Elijah, as a fire bender, was entrusted to purge the Earth of the prophets of Ba’al (which means master), because they were pushing the slave agenda on the people. It was not that Ba’al was a devil, and יהוה was God. It was that Ba’al was external- an idol, and יהוה is wholly within man.

These folks want powers as a form of validation. They want them to be able to show them off to everyone, and are just adherents of the religion witchcraft. Real Earth magick cannot be taught because it is holiness personified, and holiness is purely subjective. What is perceived as witchcraft, true witchcraft, is all about healing, and healing of the world is only an emanation of healing of the self/soul. If Tikkun Nephesh (restoration of the self) is not at the heart of it, tohu bohu (chaos and destruction) is. Tikkun Olam (restoration of The Universe) is just the byproduct of Tikkun Nephesh. These people are not concerned with working on themselves, only with working for others, and because of that, they are manifesting destruction instead of reconstruction.

Know that no historical prophet ever experienced initiation as part of a school or coven. Each has ascended in solitude. All, from Ya’aqob (Jacob) to Yeshua (Jesus) to Mohammed met God all alone. They each also met their adversary all alone. It is in the war with self that righteousness and oneness with the divine is achieved, but the mortals are consumed with being part of something when the biggest task in life is coming to the understanding that I AM the whole.

Those who, to this day, serve Ba’al, or espouse systems of slavery through religion, human governments, and other institutions of fear, war, and judgment wish to control others, and possess Earth. They will tell you there are limited resources, and then attempt to convince you they have some power or right to determine who should and shouldn’t have access to our Mother and Her supply for us. However, She is alive and well, and before she will allow herself to die, and her faithful children to be wholly consumed, she will destroy everyone again, and start over with a chosen few.

Life Begins at Forty-Six

I know this probably seems a strange statement to read, considering most people these days will tell you life begins at conception, but from my own knowledge, I can attest to you that life doesn’t begin until the age of forty-six. To be even more exact, life begins at forty-six years, six months, five days, and twenty-three hours. So, I expect your next thought (or question) to be, “How did you come to that conclusion?”

Well, there’s a short answer; then there’s a much longer, more detailed, extremely philosophical response, rooted primarily in constructs of Gnosticism and esoterica. The short answer is that 46 years, 6 months, 5 days, and 23 hours was exactly how “old” I was when the light that sparked this blog entry came on. The long answer is the reason why this blog entry doesn’t end here, but continues on to explain the logic of my thesis.

So, yes, I was born on Monday, January 8, 1973 at 5:57 pm EST. Today is Sunday, July 14, 2019, and I actually began writing this at 4:57 pm EDT. That’s “exactly” forty-six years, six months, five days, and twenty-three hours (excusing the folly of daylight savings time) from my birth to the moment my life began.

I would like to propose to you an idea concerning the morality of abortion. While morality, in truth, is a purely subjective matter, the debate of abortion really goes back to the individual belief, or understanding, concerning the beginning of life. Most who are pro-choice view abortion as part of a woman’s right to choose what to do with her own body. Those who consider themselves pro-life generally believe the woman is making a choice concerning a separate living being. What if the pro-choice argument is actually more consistent with how the average person exists, while the pro-life stance holds true to the theology of most individuals? Can these both be true?

Hear me out. While babies are born by the rate globally of about 15,000/hour, I would venture to say that only about 1% of the people ever born have actually lived their lives. These babies are delivered through the wombs of the mothers, but very few ever reach a point of self-awareness where they do much more than exist for their connections to family, friends, communities, religions, cultures, races, and nations. All the average individual ever experiences is existence within a womb, or “the matrix”. While they think they are free moral agents, the reality is that they are puppets, sustained only by their attachment to a proverbial umbilical cord. Everything they say, do, and experience is chosen for them by the world surrounding them.

Life, however, as I view it, doesn’t begin until one realizes his own autonomy as God. Ironically, prior to birth, that is really all a baby knows. Though the baby is within the matrix of the mother, from all it can ascertain, it is the source of all. The baby controls everything, with no assistance from any other source that it is cognizant of. The baby develops, eats, breathes, moves, sees, and hears on its own command. It isn’t until the baby exits the physical matrix that it becomes aware of the metaphysical matrix, and immediately, the baby begins to exist at the discretion of others.

I existed the entire previous 46 years, 6 months, 5 days, and 23 hours for the satisfaction and pleasure of others. Even in my choice to be grateful through it all, that wasn’t living. I entered End Stage Renal Disease on February 14, 1991. I was just eighteen years, one month, five days, and slightly over twelve hours, old. I hadn’t even had a chance to attend prom yet, choose a college, decide on a major, or graduate from high school. Yet, there I was facing the prospect of death; and that became another master unto me. No longer was I just existing for the pleasure of my family and community, but I also was then existing to outrun mortality.

I reached a point when I became consumed with just not being dead; especially being twenty-three years past my life-expectancy. I was in such a hurry to “live” before I ran out of time that I had failed to actually live. I was doing everything I could to enjoy life as it had been portrayed for me, and I missed the evidence that I AM God; the true and living God. My ignorance of my own being kept me trapped in the maze of doing what everyone else told me I should be doing… and all that was doing was robbing myself of life. I was trying to possess my existence rather than experience my divinity.

All along, most of the people I felt umbilically attached to, metaphorically, are not people I can call on when I AM in need. Some would like to “blame” me for them not being reliable, but no one is to blame or praise. I have, however, accepted accountability today for continuing to maintain attachments to individuals who I AM just not connected to. In my self-awareness, I finally accept that I have NO biological family. I have people whom I share a close DNA match to, but they don’t fit the definition of family. However, I had spent the past forty-six and a half years existing to be accepted by a matrix that was only intended to provided my gestation.

So, today, my life begins. Today, I AM refusing to remain in the womb of comfort any longer. Today, I AM taking the bull by the horns, and by the power I AM, commanding my Universe as only the God I AM can. I have been an absentee creator for far too long, and my Universe has the chaos to prove it. But today, as I AM born again, I AM preparing myself for a kidney transplant, and to manifest all of my greatest imaginations, because I AM him who is able to do exceeding abundantly above all I can ask or think according to the power I AM. I AM not accepting sympathy or pity. I AM only accepting love and victory… because my name is Victory!

Life, for me, begins at forty-six. Death died today, and eternal life is come. I AM risen with all power in my hands, so I say it is high time that I worship the lamb who was slain, but lives! Worthy is the lamb. I AM the lamb, and I finally can hear all the angels crying “Holy! Holy! Holy!”

You Did It to Yourself

All triggers are subjective. I AM not reacting to what someone else did. I AM reacting to my own ego. What I perceive to be a trigger is really a symptom of a disease in me; not in the other person. As long as my focus is on what someone else did to “cause” my behavior, I will never experience healing. Deflection is easier for me though, because I don’t have to take accountability for my life. That, however, is no different from religion in that all power is perceived to be exclusive of the self.

Our salvation comes by way of us returning to singleness of vision. It is this false perception of duality, purveyed in the general consensus of society, that continues to emblazon the ego. The choice to view the world as allopathic, rather than homeopathic, places the burden of healing on external forces, and this is the root of idolatry.

Even in the shift towards contemporary consciousness, the focus is still primarily idolatrous. Everyone is in search of a messiah- a savior apart from themselves to come down from the sky and rescue them from the pain they have perceived as being the work of some satan, or adversary, they have failed to recognize is none other than the self. So, instead of waiting on Jesus, the “woke” are waiting on the ancestors, the spirit guides, and the ascended masters, as if these are any less creations of the subjective imagination than the Gods of the TaNaKh, Bible, and Quran.

All true healing is self-healing. The whole of man is a homeostatic organism. The Universe is one, and we are each The Universe studying the experience of itself. The task is to save the self, not the world. It is the quest to save the world, or be saved from the world, that keeps us from the fullness of self-realization. Even in the highest of the four worlds that make up the tree of life, Atzilut, there is nothing but the emanation of the I AM that I AM. At this point of conception, there is no longer anything but love. All judgment ceases, and the fullness of being is accomplished.

The New Sons of Liberty

There was a 6.6 magnitude earthquake in California today. This nation was founded on July 4, 1776: a universal 5 day, of a universal 1 month, in a universal 3 year. Today, July 4, 2019 is a universal 5 day, of a universal 1 month, in a universal 3 year. An earthquake is essentially a shaking of the tectonic plates which support an area or region. Keep in mind the principle of as above, so below.

Many get so hung up on the historical record of certain events that they miss the much greater spiritual significance to what is taken place. The United States of America declared its independence from Great Britain under the guise of religious freedom, but in reality it was all a rouse. While there was no longer a single faith institution in power in this new nation, there has still been a strong bondage existing that limited the freedom of the people

5 is the frequency of shifting and change. 1 is the frequency of new beginnings. 3 carries the energy of divine creativity. 5+1+3=9, or birthing. 6.6 (or 6+6) = 12/3. There is a great transition taking place in this moment. A transition that will see many set free from the bondage of the old system. Political correctness is the new slave master, and the political system can not tolerate the refusal to tow the line by the current president. This has become a society of thought police. Instead of freedom, the status quo has been one of bondage to making others happy.

The foundation of the world that is being shaken is bringing about a new form of civil disobedience. There is an anarchy rising up that seeks to overthrow human government by adherence to the law of love. The failing regime of legality is experiencing chaos so that love, the highest frequency of The Universe, can once again rule. This revolution is not one of egotistical wars. No! This revolution is solely about individual manumission. The new sons (and daughters) of liberty are not in pursuit of freedom of religion, but wholly freedom from religion.

Religion, at its etymological root, is to bind. What has been before is a single person would imagine a rule, find others to agree with him concerning the rule, then bind all others to observe that rule, simply because some semblance of a majority decided it would be right for everyone. That is nothing but mutually agreed upon slavery; where both the slaves and slave masters have chosen to adhere to the institution of power.

The truth, however, is everyone’s God is wholly within. The only true government is self-government, but without self-love that government always falls. Once men and women are free to love themselves as they are, it becomes second nature to love all others just the same. The problem is that the judgment cast upon one lends to that one casting judgment on all others in like manner. It’s high time for the God within to arise, and all Its enemies to be scattered.

Yes, there is a great shaking taking place, but it’s only just begun. No, the revolution will not be televised; nor will it be witnessed in social media. The revolutionary war is taking place within every man, woman, boy, and girl, and the battle cry, once again, is “Give me liberty or give me death!”


You Are Not Responsible For Their Comfort

How many of you have seen the 2008 film “Welcome Home Roscoe Jenkins” starring Martin Lawrence? When it first came out, I loved it. When I saw it recently, I hated it. It represented to me the confinement of familiarity often experienced amongst family and longtime “friends”. I understand Bianca was rather pretentious, but I also saw it as she fit where Roscoe had evolved to. I don’t see who RJ had become a result of her influence. I see her being in his life a result of who he had become.

Sadly, in our culture, no matter what we achieve, we are expected to be the same person we were formed into being by our surroundings. That’s why they had issues with “RJ”. He had changed. They were used to Roscoe doing whatever made everyone else happy. He’d been practically bullied for years by his brother and sister, and even his cousin, but when he stood up for himself, he was made to be the bad guy.

Though, in the film, Roscoe gave into the pressure of regression, I AM just not for trying to fit into anyone’s boxes anymore. I love the people from my past, and I accept them for who they are. I know that me being around them, though, would just be more of the status quo. I AM completely happy being “RJ”, and I don’t need anyone trying to bring “Roscoe” back. I AM not competing with anyone for approval. Even the metamorphosis of a caterpillar becoming a butterfly is a picture of our evolution, and if we choose to not fly because those who only know crawling cannot understand us, we have no one to blame but ourselves for our pain.

I AM allowed to outgrow my family and hometown. You are allowed to outgrow your family and hometown. Especially as highly evolved spiritual beings, you cannot really have an expectation of being accepted as you are by people who are only comfortable with who you were. It’s not an indictment against them at all. We just happen to be on extremely different frequencies. It is absolutely true that a prophet is not without honor except in his own hometown, and amongst his own kin. Once you can no longer fit into the box others prepared for you, they tend to become uncomfortable with you, and look for ways to put you back into that box. Rather than shrink yourself for their comfort, enlarge your borders for the happiness of the God within you. Just because society created a picture of what the standard for family and community must be doesn’t mean you have to accept it as your truth.

It is simply childish to talk, think, and reason only as others have told you that you must, and at some point, you must decide to grow up, and establish your own significance and identity. Sometimes that means you have to tell people you love “Fuck you!”

Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing

There are imposters who have sought out many to extort money from. I have seen many, masquerading as priests of Ifa, pursuing the inept under the guise of imaginary curses, and those who are ignorant of their own power are being duped into spending money with these supposed practitioners, trying to gain protection, healing, and deliverance.

Those familiar with the traditions of our Yoruba ancestors, and the true lifestyle of Ifa know that no Babalawo seeks out initiates. I have returned to several the predatory energy that have approached me with. These people are no different than the founders of the Judeo-Christian traditions, except instead of pushing a fear of a future hell, they preach of evils that will befall you now. Remember beloved, you are creating your reality. No one outside of you has any power to curse you. If you are cursed, it is of your own doing, just as your healing will be.

There are so many in the earth seeking to capitalize on this new affinity for the ancient paths, and they are propagating fear to gain subjects. I understand many desire to do things differently, but beware of those who exhibit a desire to create a codependency in you that you are unable to weld your own power to correct any area of your life that is out of alignment. Any true spiritual practitioner will seek to empower you to perfectly love yourself as you are. That perfect love casts out all fear. Anyone who bases their practices on sparking fright in you is existing beneath the fifth dimension, and you don’t want to be giving all your money or energy to any entity beneath the heavenly dimensions. As you do, you only keep yourself bound to this temporal realm.

Prison Earth

Borders and walls are just egotistical men’s attempts to further the dualism illusion that we are separate from one another. It begins with the idea that there is a God who is good, and humans are evil, then that there are clergy who are right, and laity who are wrong, then proceeds on to nationalism and arrogant pride, where one faction of people preposterously believes they own a portion of the earth, and can determine who else is worthy to share in that land.

Believe it or not, police are just agents of that system, meant to turn all men against one another. The places in the world with the fewest police also have the least crime. I actually have some police officers who are some of my favorite people, yet in a free world, there are no borders, and no police. Only prisons and plantations require either, and that is exactly what our planet has become. Someone has to be responsible for keeping the inmates and slaves in line. By “in line”, I mean separated from their own inherent divinity, and subjected to the tyrannical illusions of religion and government.

In a mature world, love is the only rule. It is also the only debt. Everything is actually in abundance where love is, but the illusion of scarcity, further perpetuated by the fallacy of duality has made men enemies of one another. This is the catalyst for boundaries and laws, as the liberty naturally present in our autonomous divinity is veiled under the guise of egoism and pride. Even cultural and national pride are but byproducts of the institutionalization of the earth dimension.

Now, everyone is trying to attach to certain constructs, akin to street gangs, for the purpose of survival. However, when you understand that you are eternal, survival instincts vanish. You are able to fully love yourself without fear of judgment or condemnation, and love all others in that same manner. Take away the government, and the false idea that they are necessary and fit to rule over everyone else, and you find the freedom to enjoy the infinite lushness of our Universe, without concern that someone is taking something away from you that you have a right to; and no one is better at that than religions and governments.

Stop Sacrificing Your Soul

Martyrdom and sacrifice are the inventions of those who seek to enslave the gods. They created the concepts to rob you of your self-sufficiency. You are the true and living God, and your kingdom is within you.

Love is not laying your life down for your friends. Love is accepting yourself as perfect without expectation, and extending that same acceptance to all others without any expectation.

Your significance is not dependent upon who you save or help. You are completely significant in your creation, and only lose it when you feel obligated to conform and compromise for the benefit of others.

If the world would be healed, it requires that the heaven within our bodies, and the earth which our bodies are become one again. We have to break free from the ego which relies on the approval of the world, for in gaining the world’s acceptance through martyrdom and sacrifice, you lose your own soul.

The God Deception

There is NO personified God. The word God is of Germanic origin, stemming originally from the Hebrew word Gad, meaning “a troop”. If one was to read the Bible as it is written, instead of as it was translated by men with a monotheistic, religious agenda, it would be discovered that אלוהים, the word translated as God in the TANaKh (Old Testament) is in various other places also translated as “sons of God”, and even “angels” when the monotheistic agenda was clearly defied in the text.

The word אלוהים (ēlôhīm) is a plural word in EVERY instance in which it appears in the Hebrew-Aramaic language. Gods are created just as is everything else in The Universe. The word ēlôhīm actually, literally, means “powers”. This is why all the cultures preceding the Hebrew mythos, and most others after the Biblical origin except for modern societies, understood the sun, moon, stars, and planets to be Gods. They recognized the influence these beings had on all other life.

Yes, there is an Infinite Creative Source, but that Source is not God. Nor is that Source knowable, as it is invisible and impersonal. The Gods that mortals have personal relationships with are simply created beings who have achieved self-mastery through perfect alignment with nature, and thus are able to rule over those whom choose not to create their own self-mastery.

Our thoughts are our Most High God. We each create our own lives with our thoughts. It is ignorance of this truth that keeps most humans enslaved to ideas of an external God and judge who defines right and wrong, good and evil for all men. It is actually my extensive study and understanding of the Bible that brought me to the point of being an atheist.

I AM an atheist in the purest sense of the word though. I AM fully aware that there is a Creative Source. However, I AM also aware that this Creative Source is not a sentient being. Actually, and well studied clergyman is also well aware of these truths. This is why seminary training is greatly frowned upon in much of, especially evangelical, Christianity.

Every individual who has fully matriculated through a real seminary has become one of two things. They are now either a former Christian, or they are a Christian oppressor, using occult (hidden) knowledge to manipulate the lives of the people they are leading. The objective of the entire idea of a personified Creator God is to instill the fear of judgment on all humanity, though the Bible itself declares that perfect love casts out all fear.

God, in its modern context, was invented to keep the people in conformity to a set of rules established for them by people who stand to profit from keeping the rest of the people ignorant of their own divinity. Knowledge makes a man unfit to be a slave, thus the only way for one man to maintain lordship over another is to replace his knowledge of self with belief in something he has never seen.

True Righteousness

Most would see a woman in a long white dress and hat, who is always in church, and believe she is holy. All the truly holy and righteous women I know will cuss your ass out if you try to judge or condemn them, and still feed the whole neighborhood while feeding their own family.

True holiness is integrity to your own soul, forsaking conformity to what pleases someone else, and real righteousness is doing what is right for your own happiness without regard for other people’s perceptions.

There is a god(dess) within you, and that god(dess) is concerned about your eternal happiness above all else. The law for you is written upon your innermost being, not in any book; and to transgress against that law is sin. The only thing that will send you to hell is trespassing on your own liberty, and that he’ll is present and real.

You can escape torment by living in your truth, no matter who doesn’t like it. Let the God within you be true, and every other man a liar. If you are going to repent at all, may it be to the divine presence within you. That creates in you the perfect love that casts out all fear, and the peace that passes understanding.

Armageddon is a Battle Within

Satan never MADE anyone do anything. Satan actually did the thing himself or herself… because each of us is the very adversary the Bible speaks of in our own lives. We are also the true and living power (God) of our own lives though.

As it is written, on behalf of Ēl, my people perish for the lack of knowledge. It IS important to KNOW what is actually written in any text you wish to use to govern your life. You cannot be content to just BELIEVE what someone else told you is written in it.

You use words in contexts foreign to the understanding of those who wrote that which you claim to follow, and then wonder why you are not seeing the things written of therein. Well, it’s because you haven’t accepted the failure of your faith yet. In classic insanity form, you keep doing the same thing repeatedly, expecting a different result.

Step one to achieving salvation is to get wisdom. Wisdom is the principle thing. So, get wisdom, and in all your getting, get understanding. Wisdom is experiential knowledge, but after each experience, there remains a need to process what you learned. This will help correct the erroneous beliefs you previously held.

Step two is repentance. Not repentance in the sense religion taught you. NO, NO, NO. Repentance is not godly sorrow. Repentance is gratitude for the self-knowledge attained through every situation, and a return to the true self revealed in the midst of that occurrence. You are simply acknowledging how you have been your own enemy, and choosing to be your own power instead.

Step three is acceptance in perfect love. The problem many people run into after coming into an understanding of their true selves, and returning to their true selves, is the weight of other people’s judgment. This contention often leads people to the feeling that they were “better off dead” in trespasses (violating the law within them trying to please others) and sins (believing the lies of their egos). This is when it is most important to reject every voice contrary to the voice of God within YOU.

This is deliverance from the adversary. This is redemption from the world. You don’t need a messiah or a place called heaven for any of this. All of this is, and always has been, within you. You just have to cast off conformity to the world around you, and be transformed by returning to your own righteous mind within you.

The devil is a liar and a deceiver too. God is not through blessing you. The devil is the lower self within you, and God is your highest self. It’s really that simple.

Stop Sinning and Keeping People From Finding God

Let me give you one of the clearest examples of sin against another person. When someone makes a declaration about themselves, and you come along to try to change their truth, that is unrighteousness.

If a woman says “My life sucks”, and you say to her “Your life doesn’t suck. That’s a lie.”, you have just sinned against her, no matter how pure you feel your intentions are.

Any attempt to change another person is, in fact, wickedness. Every man and woman is created in the זלם ודמות (image and likeness) of the God within them. All you are trying to do is recreate them in your image and likeness.

Stop doing that. We have to allow every man and woman to do the work of repentance; returning to their own inherent divinity, and saving themselves from the bondage of the world’s indoctrination.

It is only out of the abundance of one’s own heart that his or her mouth speaks, and it is out of that same heart that flow the issues of life. You disagreeing with one’s own self-assessment, no matter how dysfunctional you perceive it to be, is just trying to replace one indoctrination for another. Let them find God for themselves; and everyone who has ever truly encountered God, did it when they were left all alone.

When Your Faith Is Confronted With Facts

As a preacher, I blamed the reality of much older accounts within more ancient cultures of the exact same stories recorded in the Bible on the devil. The only explanation I could come up with to hold onto my religious beliefs in the face of these facts was to say Satan, with foreknowledge of what would later happen, revealed these things to the Sumerians, Akkadians, and others.

What is the excuse today for dismissing the truth that nearly every civilization that long predates Biblical culture has the same mythos, with just names changed? In 2019, with all the knowledge available to us, how is it refuted that the Bible is little more than a plagiarized amalgamation of various ancient near eastern cultural mythologies, including the story of Jesus?

How do “we” continue to ignore the historical truth of the Nicean councils, the Flavius families, Marcion of Sinope, and the Piso family? There is so much historical evidence to dismiss the Bible as the word of God, yet none to validate the existence of the characters written therein. Maybe it’s time for us to finally accept the role religion (as well as nationalism and culture) has played in the destruction of society. Maybe we need to finally loose ourselves from the shackles of Biblical based fear, and acknowledge that we fell for the agenda to subdue us, and turn us into egoistic judges of good and evil. Even the Bible itself tells you that without its commands you wouldn’t know sin.

Why Anarchy?

The greatest travesty of nationhood is that, just as religion, it unwittingly strips the individual of his autonomy, and enslaves him under a guise of gross conformity dressed as interdependence. Interdependence has been proven to be a farce, for in its system, all are required to die as martyrs. None are free to live to themselves, and by it, the entire earth has become a prison.

The soul and ego are two vastly different energy forms. The soul is powered completely by love, and seeks to only experience all. In experiencing The All, without a desire for control, what the soul learns is how to interact with itself. The soul finds beauty and enjoyment in every experience, recognizing that all that is is itself, and everything it perceives is just different manifestations of its divinity and glory.

The ego, however, is fueled exclusively by judgment. Because of this foundation upon which the ego exists, its significance is only found in that which it judges as right and good. The ego doesn’t see itself in anything, and thus feels a need to possess everything. It lives under a delusion of disconnection. This delusion brings the soul to a need for attachment. It tries to subject everything to its power, even the earth.

We were never meant to study our surroundings for mastery. We are intended to research them, in love, with the goal of understanding in mind. At some point in the history of mankind, the ego overtook the soul, and we stopped our pursuit of oneness and coexistence, and instead replaced it with desires for supremacy and conformity.

The Bible blames the divisive downfall on the men having one mind to get to a place called heaven. It’s just extremely ironic that the vast majority of religions today are demanding your conformity to rules they claim were put in place by their gods, just so you can get to this place that man had supposedly once before attempted to reach when they were as one. Yet, they were supposedly separated from one another, and lost the ability to communicate because they had one mind to get to this place called heaven.

Basically, this is an allegorical alliteration of how nations were formed. The ego overwhelmed the soul, and men began to notice the differences between them, and forgot the beauty of reflective commonality they shared via the soul. The ego then sought to rule over lands and peoples, and thus they created laws. These laws sought to force the rest of men to obey the egos of one or a few, and strip men of their freedom to be as their souls were.

It was these laws that made men aware of the idea of sin, as foreign as it is to the soul. The problem became, though, that sin had no standard weight of measurement. It varied from family to family, tribe to tribe, culture to culture, and nation to nation, usually based solely upon the will of the one whose ego asserted itself as most dominant. Then, as men began to judge one another based upon the laws of ego, that demanded conformity to the standards they themselves has set as right and good.

As men stopped living by their souls, the ego began to see other men as enemies, and that sight led men to attempt to possess those enemies. The perceived enemies they were unable to possess by suggestive conformity, they attempted to possess by acts of violence. When they couldn’t possess them through robbery and rape, they began to murder them. And thus, wickedness was born.

It is human government that created chaos, and then the same human governments have been expected to control the very chaos they created. They cannot control it, and the fact of the matter is they have no desire to control it. The only way to control it is to give up the desire for control. The world must experience a great reformation; a repentance of massive proportions. But not a religious revolution. Fuck no! Religions are just another form of human government, by which the human masters blame the demanded conformity on fictional gods whom no one else has seen. That way the people become fearful of disobeying “God”, rather than empowered enough to love themselves unconditionally, exclusive of the demands of the human masters.

The egotistical rulers were brilliant in their strategy. This ensured that the people would not revolt against them, even if they didn’t fear their government. They wouldn’t revolt against them because they feared the god they had invented. None of us needs a king, not even King Jesus. Hell, the TaNaKh even says so itself. Read Jeremiah 31:30-33 when you find time. Within each of us is our own government, and that government is our own souls. When we are free to simply love ourselves as we are, we also love all other things, both living and inanimate, as they are. And that love restores in us the oneness as it was in the beginning. Borders and boundaries disappear as freedom is realized. There are no more chains. There is no more fear. There is no more judgment. The ego is returned to its proper balance, and repentance is fulfilled.

This is the only way the many return to The One. This is the only way The Omniversal Multiverse becomes again The Universe. But it all begins with the simply step of men being truly free to experience and be experienced, rather than to possess and be possessed. I love you too much to try to control who you are. I need you to be the divine wildflower you were created to be. And the truth is, everything natural is wild. Only that overly affected by the ego becomes tamed and cultivated, and that shit is about as hybrid and GMO as it gets.

My Happy Place

Just thought to share with you all a photo of a place that makes me happy. I AM the place that makes me happy. My happy place has no fixed address.

What if I told you that I AM my father’s house, in which are many mansions? The mansions are all the inherent divinity gifts and instructions within me.

The more I come to know myself, the more mansion doors that are unlocked. As more doors are unlocked, I AM free to go in, and take possession of each.

I AM the door. If anyone come in by any other way, he is a thief and a robber. So, I have learned to be sober, so that no man can come in unawares, and burglarize my happy place.

Love, Judgment, Karma, and Repentance

Honestly, if you truly love someone, you will not tell them how to live their lives, or who to be. Love is not trying to change people into the image you have cast for them. That is judgment that who he or she chooses to be is wrong, and the frequency of judgment transmitted only brings back the same signal of judgment.

Love is accepting others for who they choose to be. If an individual freely chooses to no longer lives life as they have, that is their right to do so. However, if you influence them to make that choice, you have become their lord and master, and then you become accountable for whatever occurs as a result.

That’s the energetic truth of being a judge of others. You are allowing your perception of the situation to pull your heart strings, but you are supposed to be master of your own soul. What one chooses to do is neither right nor wrong, until it is not bringing them what they desire for their own lives.

You cannot decide right and wrong for anyone but self. I know we all have been indoctrinated, almost from birth, to label and judge based on our own subjection to ego, but if any of us will be saved, it is from judgment, not from a make-believe Hell.

Begin to vibrate exclusively on the frequency of love, and watch how you begin to become master of your own life. Yes, there will be situations you perceive which may impact your emotions, but do not allow those emotions to distract you from your accountability for creating the life you desire.

Resistance is futile. Let people live. All this attempting to change who people are in just you asserting yourself as their god(dess), when their god(dess) dwells exclusively within them. Their god(dess) will guide them into their truth.

Karma is the teacher to get each of us to return to our own truths. You’re really only blocking people’s repentance by telling them what they should believe about themselves. Their instructions are written upon their innermost being. If you would lead them to anything, let it be to themselves.

Stop Objectifying Love

You all put a weight of responsibility for your happiness on other people. You get in relationships with people who may not share all the same likes as you, then expect them to conform to your wishes. I used to be there, and married someone because I thought we had a lot in common.

What’s funny is all those things we thought we had in common were absent from our marriage. We never went to a football game together. Never went to a basketball game together. All I did was lose myself trying to help her do her hair, and running her bath water, and things of that sort.

We enjoyed a lot of great times, but in the end, we realized all either of us did was cause ourselves pain, thinking we were responsible for making each other happy. The great lesson of it all is that today my happiness is exclusively created by me.

A relationship doesn’t mean you have to do everything together. It means that those things that are manifestations of your individual self-love, that are common to both of you, get to be enjoyed together.

I like sports. Dominique doesn’t. Instead of me trying to get her to go with me to a basketball game, I can get friends who enjoy basketball to go with me, while she does something she enjoys that I don’t particularly care for. Or, the basketball game can be my me time.

You all don’t know how to experience others. You are consumed with the idea of possessing your mates and your children, and end up driving people away by demanding of them this conformity to your world, when your world’s can co-exist.

Love is acceptance. There is no control is love. Love isn’t martyrdom either. Stop feeling like you have to compromise yourself for the sake of a relationship. That shit will kill you, and despite Christian opinion, you didn’t come here to die for someone else to live.

Your responsibility is to live your best life. You ought to spend your time with someone who is living their best life as well. Otherwise, you will find yourself old, and miserable one day, knowing everyone around you, but not knowing yourself at all.

The Faith Farce

I AM amazed at the testimonies of Christians who escape disasters, as attributing it to their faith in God. There was a tornado back home, and several people died. The response to their own survival was that their belief spared them. The hypocrisy of that is that they judge those who died as not having faith, or having less faith than them.

Some of these same people have had family members and friends, even parents or spouses, who believed just like them, and even prayed more than them, and still died of cancer, organ failure, and other diseases. So what? Did their faith fail? Were they not good enough to have lived without illness, or avoid death in natural disasters?

Faith is the most divisive concept known to man. Faith is borne out of the ego, and causes men to see themselves as right and good, and those not possessing the same faith as wrong and evil. It is faith that instigates wars, provokes murders, and instigates the pillaging of nations. All because some people have this idea that their faith justifies them, while others are disqualified from liberty and justice because they don’t have faith.

Well, it’s high time we awaken from the illusion of faith, and return to the knowledge of self. Only that knowledge is able to restore the love that the world is so desperately in need of to enjoy the peace and joy we have all been created for.

Control is Unrighteousness

הִנֵּ֛ה יָמִ֥ים בָּאִ֖ים נְאֻם־יְהוָ֑ה וְכָרַתִּ֗י אֶת־בֵּ֧ית יִשְׂרָאֵ֛ל וְאֶת־בֵּ֥ית יְהוּדָ֖ה בְּרִ֥ית חֲדָשָֽׁה׃

See, a time is coming—declares the LORD—when I will make a new covenant with the House of Israel and the House of Judah.

לֹ֣א כַבְּרִ֗ית אֲשֶׁ֤ר כָּרַ֙תִּי֙ אֶת־אֲבוֹתָ֔ם בְּיוֹם֙ הֶחֱזִיקִ֣י בְיָדָ֔ם לְהוֹצִיאָ֖ם מֵאֶ֖רֶץ מִצְרָ֑יִם אֲשֶׁר־הֵ֜מָּה הֵפֵ֣רוּ אֶת־בְּרִיתִ֗י וְאָנֹכִ֛י בָּעַ֥לְתִּי בָ֖ם נְאֻם־יְהוָֽה׃

It will not be like the covenant I made with their fathers, when I took them by the hand to lead them out of the land of Egypt, a covenant which they broke, though I espoused them—declares the LORD.

כִּ֣י זֹ֣את הַבְּרִ֡ית אֲשֶׁ֣ר אֶכְרֹת֩ אֶת־בֵּ֨ית יִשְׂרָאֵ֜ל אַחֲרֵ֨י הַיָּמִ֤ים הָהֵם֙ נְאֻם־יְהוָ֔ה נָתַ֤תִּי אֶת־תּֽוֹרָתִי֙ בְּקִרְבָּ֔ם וְעַל־לִבָּ֖ם אֶכְתֲּבֶ֑נָּה וְהָיִ֤יתִי לָהֶם֙ לֵֽאלֹהִ֔ים וְהֵ֖מָּה יִֽהְיוּ־לִ֥י לְעָֽם׃

But such is the covenant I will make with the House of Israel after these days—declares the LORD: I will put My Teaching into their inmost being and inscribe it upon their hearts. Then I will be their God, and they shall be My people.

וְלֹ֧א יְלַמְּד֣וּ ע֗וֹד אִ֣ישׁ אֶת־רֵעֵ֜הוּ וְאִ֤ישׁ אֶת־אָחִיו֙ לֵאמֹ֔ר דְּע֖וּ אֶת־יְהוָ֑ה כִּֽי־כוּלָּם֩ יֵדְע֨וּ אוֹתִ֜י לְמִקְטַנָּ֤ם וְעַד־גְּדוֹלָם֙ נְאֻם־יְהוָ֔ה כִּ֤י אֶסְלַח֙ לַֽעֲוֺנָ֔ם וּלְחַטָּאתָ֖ם לֹ֥א אֶזְכָּר־עֽוֹד׃ (ס)

No longer will they need to teach one another and say to one another, “Heed the LORD”; for all of them, from the least of them to the greatest, shall heed Me—declares the LORD. For I will forgive their iniquities, And remember their sins no more.

Attempts to change anything other than myself from what I have become to who I AM is unrighteousness. Who I AM is infallible. Who I have become is a sinner.

What makes who I became a sinner? Well, sin is missing the mark. It is transgression against the law of God. The only real law of God is self-love, and to love others as I love myself.

Contrary to popular religious teachings, none of us were born in sin. We have been, however, shaped in iniquity. We were taught to despise ourselves, and who we are, from birth, is divine beings, existing in natural perfection.

At birth, we were ruled only by nature. Our own nature dominated our entire existence, but because those who came before us had already been indoctrinated to contend with nature, they immediately began to enforce the same control upon us.

We were not allowed to evolve from within, as all other created things do. No; as humans, we presumed ourselves to be greater than nature, so we began to exert our egos, and judge what is right or wrong; good or evil.

In judging nature, we also judged ourselves, and now we are witnessing nature reassert herself in her power. She does as she pleases, despite humanity’s attempts to put restraints on her.

Earthquakes happen to show us that we cannot control her. Yet, we still try to judge her as wrong when we mourn the devastation caused. Tornadoes occur to remind us that nature is autonomous. And we continue to esteem her as evil by grieving over the lives lost.

How long before we stop resisting our own power? When will the day come that we all repent? Turn back to our true selves, which is gods and goddesses within whom is individual sovereignty? If we love God, which is within us, we will obey its commands.

It is not the commands of men written in books, pretending to be the words of God that we are to obey. That is idolatry. The TaNaKh itself even tells us of the real new covenant. It had nothing to do with one man coming to die for the sins of the whole world.

The new covenant is that the law is written upon the innermost being of every man, woman, and child that no one will have need for anyone else to teach them.

So, if we are to truly love It which causes to me our power with all our heart, soul, and strength, we must first realize that It (erroneously translated in English bibles as “the Lord your God”) is within us all, and It has a law for each of us inextricable of our own souls. Then, we must obey the God within ourselves above any other gods of any other religions, cultures, governments, prisons, or schools.

As it is written of Kepha and Yochanon (Peter and John), we would rather obey God than man, but remember, God is within you.

May 26- June 1 Numerology

Sunday, May 26, 2019

0+5+2+6+2+0+1+9=25/ 2+5=7

Monday, May 27, 2019

0+5+2+7+2+0+1+9=26/ 2+6=8

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

0+5+2+8+2+0+1+9=27/ 2+7=9

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

0+5+2+9+2+0+1+9=28/ 2+8=10/ 1+0=1

Thursday, May 30, 2019

0+5+3+0+2+0+1+9=29/ 2+9=11/2

Friday, May 31, 2019

0+5+3+1+2+0+1+9=30/ 3+0=3

Saturday, June 1, 2019

0+6+0+1+2+0+1+9=19/ 1+9=10/ 1+0=1

7+8+9+1+11+3+1=40/ 4+0=4

7+8+9+1+2+3+1=31/ 3+1=4

The number 4 is a number of “being”, it is the number that connects mind-body-spirit with the physical world of structure and organization.

Four symbolizes the safety and security of home, the need for stability and strength on a solid foundation of values and beliefs.

The spiritual nature of number four calls in the need for having or creating a sacred space and sanctuary in your home, a place to meditate and build your innermost foundation of strength and being.

The symbolic meaning of number Four deals with stability and invokes the grounded nature of all things.

Consider the four seasons, four directions, four elements all these amazingly powerful essences wrapped up in the nice square package of Four. Fours represent solidity, calmness, and home.

A recurrence of Four in your life may signify the need to get back to your roots, center yourself, or even “plant” yourself. Fours also indicate a need for persistence and endurance.

This week, work on rediscovering your stability by establishing foundations through your daily routines. Monday is a universal 8 day, so you should focus on creating consistency in your business and finances. Wednesday and Saturday are both universal 1 days, so those are your best days for new beginnings. Take those days to start solid new practices in your life that produce the results you seek. Thursday is an 11 day, so you should take that day to build reliability in your health.

World Without End

It is said that the circumference of the earth is 24,901 miles. Ignore the pointless arguments of whether earth is round or flat, or if man has ever actually been to outer space, but have you ever stopped to logically think about who measured the earth?

Measurements are human inventions. No one has ever taken a tape measure and wrapped it around the earth to determine its size. So what was the motive behind coming up with this number? Whose agenda was it to do so?

We have people trying to control the population with ideas of scarcity that provoke fear in the hearts of men. They gave you maps, and established boundaries to instigate division and rivalries, and for what?

So, now the powers that be attempt to dissuade people from their power, and have convinced many to perceive themselves as dependent upon “the system”. You have been bamboozled into believing the earth is limited, so you see others as your competition.

How long has religion been telling you the end of the world is coming? They even interlaced their divination with safeguards for when you would awaken, and begin to question it. They told you that just when you least expect it, the end will come. So, instead of you returning to your power, you are too caught up in trying to make sure you are ready for the end.

All the lack, scarcity, and famine the world has ever known has been the result of a calculated agenda to keep the people subdued with fear. The truth is that the earth is alive, and will never stop growing.

So, cast of your fear by embracing perfect love. Stop allowing others to convince you that you are greedy or selfish for wanting more. There’s plenty for everyone to be abundant, but if everyone is abundant, no one will be able to rule over anyone else, and the egotistical of the world, would die of misery.

The Alchemy of Reciprocity

I keep telling people to stop seeing pastors as charlatans and wolves. Having been in ministry myself for nearly two decades, it is definitely an energy exchange at work. The masses fail to see money as cyclical

👉🏿currency👈🏿, so they are fighting under the influence of the illusion of scarcity, not realizing it’s all just alchemy.

Your money is a seed, the prayers are the magical spell that transmute your seeds into the harvest you desire. If you have an issue with paying, learn to do for yourself what it is you expect spiritual practitioners to do for you.

When I tapped into my Akashic records, and discovered I AM Moshe, I came to understand how I became king of Israel. The people were lazy then, as they are now, and don’t want to do their own work of self-mastery.

So if I have to keep going up this mountain alone just to be able to deal with all the needs of the people, I need your tithes so I can take care of me and my tribe, while I also care for the tabernacle of God, which ye are.

Physician Heal Thyself

This false perception that leaders, especially religious and spiritual leaders, have to be non-confrontational and perennially hospitable is manifesting as physical illness in many of us, and even causing the premature deaths of some.

We, the healers, have to stop judging ourselves based on an image projected upon us by people who are often unwilling to do for themselves what they expect us to do for them. Sometimes we need to pull a Moshe, and smote the rock twice. Sometimes we need to be Eliyahu, and fall fire down from heaven.

They fucked us up with the whole “Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends” bullshit. NO! We are only to love our fellow as ourselves. I have endured kidney disease for just short of thirty-one years trying to uphold an image.

I AM a healer gotdamnit! To be the master healer I AM, I have to achieve the integrity of my own soul, and people pleasing will cost you your whole soul. Hell, I have hurt family and friends trying to satisfy the same crowd who hollers “Hosanna” at me on Yom Roshon, but by Yom Revi’i are screaming “Crucify him!”

Mom has had to watch her son endure the trauma of 158 surgeries, and all because I fought my own soul for so long. I understand now why, in understanding her name derives from Mary, I often sing in my mind the song “Mary Did You Know?” when I AM thinking about our relationship.

It’s time to fulfill the old proverb “Healer (physician) heal thyself”. I refuse to allow disease to rule over me any longer just because someone perpetuated a false image that a messiah is for the idea that it is better that one man die for a whole nation. NO MOTHERFUCKERS!! EVERY man must die for his own sin.

From now on, I AM living my best life. I ain’t going back and forth with you niggas. And by “niggas” I AM not meaning anything racial at all. It is applicable to all those I have allowed to prostitute my energy and my gifts. You gotta problem with that? Here, hold my safe word: FUCK YOU. As far as your miserable ass energy, RETURN TO SENDER. We don’t do that here.

I Need God and It Needs Me

We all need God. The problem is just that It never departed from us. Society just tricked us into believing It was something other than our true selves, and we lost our own souls conforming to the world’s ideal of God and truth. The fullness of God is the perfect balance of the self: the I AM that I AM.

Nature is the only infallible word of God made flesh. Your soul (nishmah) is your true nature. Yet to satisfy the whole world (kol ha’olam) you forsook your nature. Why? Only to become a culture, a religion, a political affiliation, a phobic, and a judge of men?

Repent. Turn back to the God within you by putting off who and what your family, religious ideologies, friends, schools, cultural groups, and governments told you to be. True salvation is freedom from judgment. True salvation is perfect love; for self first, then for all others.